Abdl NurseryI used to buy some pampers, and put one on and throw the rest away....thinking I am the only one. However, just recently an attractive girl half my age came on to me, I thought she was a pro. We ended up going to her house. She has a giant high chair, crib, changing table, and 300 diapers. I couldn't believe she wanted to undress me and put me in a diaper. I said okay, and when she took my pants off she saw that I was wearing women's panties....she laughed and said lay down on the blanket and let me put you in a diaper, and then she said, I have a pretty yellow dress and bonnet for my baby girl and matching plastic panties. I was enjoying every moment. She gave me a bottle or two until I had to pee, then she put her hand over the diaper to feel my pee filling the diaper. When I finished she took off my dirty diaper, cleaned me, put baby power on and a clean diaper. Then she unbuttoned her blouse and said, let mommy breast feed you. She didn't really have milk, but some fine looking breasts. I sucked on one, then changed to the other. I don't know if you call that just role playing or some may say it's sex, but we didn't kiss, or have sex in the general way. However, I noticed there were times during my three hour visit that she would pull out a battery operated vibrator and hold it between her legs. She really enjoyed our time and invited me back. She also said there are a lot of Adult babies and Diaper lovers. I have gone back to visit her several times. She isn't my girlfriend, but we enjoy our time together. I discovered that I enjoyed wearing diapers. I googled ABDL and found ABDL-MONTREAL, which is a place that i want to go on vacation. They have a fully equipped nursery, with giant high chair, crib, playpen, mommy, nanny, big sisters, about ten in the staff, one man who plays daddy. They offer packages like a day visit or three days, a week! I called both telephone numbers an have always got a busy signal. I filled out the reservation form and received an auto-rely giving me a reservation number and said a member of the staff would call me within 24 hours. That was almost four weeks ago. I have given up, but hope that they are just shut down for a short time, they did say they were updating the website. Has anybody in this group ever heard of ABDL-MONTREAL? I would even like to know if there are other adult nurserys. I did see an adult mommy in Chicago but I'm sure she is just a working girl. I want to go to an adult nursery and be a baby 24/7 for a week, that is my fantasy now. I never knew that there were so many of us, I didn't even know that I was an ABDL, I wish I had known a long time ago, because when I pee in the diaper it's like an ****** to me, so I guess it is sex, but I haven't had real sex for a long time. I was castrated many years ago, so I cannot function like a real man. After being castrated I started crossdressing, I guess I'm a transvestite, but I may have been able to pass for a girl when I was younger, but not now, that's why I just wear women's panties. It gives me feel like a girl, and I enjoy the adult baby dresses, and rompers that my mommy friend has, and I like her treating me like I am a baby girl. Now you know me, I hope to hear from some others in the group.