I Have Nothing Left In Me

Oh and one more thing, I am positive that if you turn to your friends/family that you have isolated yourself from and ask them for help they will probably be ecstatic that you want to leave him and be very helpful and understanding. No matter how long it has been or why they are mad. I know I would help out my own worst enemy if she asked.

My god where to start honey!!! Why you have been putting up with this for so long I don't know....wait a sec, i just got out of a "relationship" with a guy with narcissistic personality disorder so yeah i do...anyways if you feel somehow like you don't deserve better than this sick ************ then you should believe that your kids definitely do and ASAP!!!!!!!! Do you really want them to grow up and seek out someone like this evil bastard to go round and round with like you have because they think it is normal since that is the environment they grew up in and it is normal and acceptable??? All of you deserve real love and affection and understanding and support. And yes this means you too. **** this Norman Bates napoleon complex having loser and make a plan to rescue your kids and yourself from the grasp of this waste of breath and space. If you need help or ideas please let me know, it is never too late. No more abuse! This is how the cycle continues on and on. It is sad that there are excuses for human beings that treat others like this and think it is ok out there, and sure as **** there are millions more waiting to prey on you as well but who the hell cares? You. Enough to ask for help anyways. You all deserve a chance to be truely happy(except him) and it can happen. Just give it a chance. It is a very difficult transition but you can do it. Do it for all of you not just you. I am guessing at least one of your kids is a girl. What would you want her to do in this situation? If you stay this is probably the pattern she will follow in her relationships to come(hopefully not but probable). YOU CAN DO IT.

You need to believe in you first. You are a wonderful, obviously strong lady to be able to cope with all this. Strong enough to get the hell out. Your kids deserve more, love them more, and realize that a real man will love you with arms wide open. You're a great person and you deserve to find yourself again. Do whatever it takes and get out