At First

when i first meet someone whether its a friend or someone else i seem to have a wall up for awhile.

basically i seem like im cold hearted, and i dont care but really i do, i actually care a lot. im just afraid to show it.

LittleFerrett LittleFerrett
26-30, F
18 Responses Feb 12, 2010

I totally agree....and I hate it that I can't just let go because I want people to see me for what I am but also I understand that they can't if I dont show them

I know exactly what you mean. I think I'm just shy, and people think I'm not sociable when I don't go up and offer my hand or something. But once I get to know someone, It changes completely :)

I'm somewhat the same.

same :)

I'm the same way. I don't like to let people in. I have a freakish obsession with being anonymous and have severe trust issues. Once someone earns my trust, though, I'm actually a nice person.

Like i said if you have something you want to say then you will say it. Im not going to push you into anything.

in an inbox message is where i have deep convos

Don't be sorry.. If you really want to say something you will.

cuz i am sorry. i do want to talk

Why are you sorry? You didn't hurt me at all. You don't owe me anything. If you don't want to talk then it is your right.

i cant help it. i am sorry

What you was trying to push me away?

yes and i was basically pushing ppl away

We talked about other things before..

lmfao its not deep.<br />
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serious convos at first i can seem distant or cold when really im not.<br />
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our discussions of pineapples, hugs and ants arent deep lol

Are you saying what we do is not deep?!

in deep conversations

You never seemed cold around me.,