Everyday, I go to school and I have to smile and jump up and down, just to make sure my friends are happy. I feel bad when they get upset, and while they aren't sad all the time, it's always me they turn to for help and a good chuckle.
Sure, I like doing it most of the time, but when I'm upset, I never even get a second look. I just have to "let it go" as some people say. I am the clown, the happy one, the rock on which everyone stands on. I can never be down, or else everyone else goes down too.
It's too much responsibility and it keeps getting harder.
TiredGirlOnline TiredGirlOnline
22-25, F
Jan 23, 2014