My Life Is Full Of Love And Struggles

WELL IM GOING TO TRY THIS AGAIN I STARTED A STORY OF STRUGGLES TRILES AND SELF HATE THAT DROVE ME DEEPER INTO MY DRUG AND ALCOHOL OBSSESION AND ADDICTION.IM NOW LIVING A LIFE FREE OF THE PAIN THAT DROVE MY LIFE.IM WORKING IN MY FEILD AS A RECOVERY COACHGIVING PEOPLE WHAT WAS GIVEN TO ME WHEN I GOT HERE SCARED ALONE AND FULL OF HATE AND NO TRUST NOT EVEN IN SELF.NOW I LOVE ME MORE THAT ANYTHING,I HAVE A 5 YR OLD WHOS LOVES ME FOR WHO I AM NOW.MY HUSBAND LOVES ME AND WATCHES ME GROW EVERYDAY.TO ME IM HERE ANYONE OUT THERE STRUGGLING WITH THIS OR ANT OTHER HURT THATS GETTINGF HARDER TO GET OVER REACH OUT TO ME IM HERE TO LISTEN AND HELP IF I CAN.I KNOW WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH IVE BEEN THERE A MILLION TIMES OVER AND IF NOT IM WILLING TO WORK THROUGH IT WITH YOU YOUR NOT ALONE ANYMORE.....GOD BLESS....AND DONT BE AFRAID OF HIM CAUSE HE CAN BE WHOEVER YOU NEED HIM TO BE.LOVE ALL..
kaydinsmom kaydinsmom
41-45, F
1 Response Nov 26, 2012

that's wonderful you've gained control over your addictions, and you're going to help others in the same situation. My 18 yr old son is a drug addict, and trying very hard to get off them. He is on a wait list for a rehab, which he wishes he could go into today...but the rehab center called him and said they weren't doing any intake until jan. or feb. He was crushed by this......
he has my full support and love and he knows this....i would do almost anything for him

Stand by his side that thestrongest drug along with love.love him as hard as u. An hhold on it will come

I JUST REREAD OUR TALK N WAS WONDERING HOW UR SON IS DOING.HOPE EVERYTHING WORKED OUT FOR HIM N U.THE ROAD IS LONG N HARD BUT WITH LUV N FAITH U N HIM CAN MAKE IT JUST REMEMBER IT DOESNT ALWAYS WIRK THE FIRST TIME SI HOLD ON TO HIM HE NEEDS U..LUC FROM INE MOM TO ANOTHER....

Hi and thanks for checking in!..my son has been staying with me for 2 1/2 weeks now..seems to have realized he needs to change..his mood is good (so far) and he's booked into rehab on March 7th.
How are you doing?