I used to feel like you, until I, finally, got the "courage" to go to a club where all of THEM went to. We all changed in the same locker room. All of us, the studs and us freaks together. Then as I got to know them and they got to know me, I realized they were worse off than.me. They were either gay, homophobic (gay, but still in denial), ***** whipped or they sold themselves for almost nothing. Which gave them en excuse to do gay things. They also ALL gossiped more than any woman. I'm so glad that I never had anything to do with them.So, now, I glad that I'm not in the stud club. Boy, am I ever so glad.