I Want More Children

I want more children but it isn't logical. it isn't strategically financially realistic. But I still want more. I feel I was supposed to have 6 children. We stopped at 4. Some of our children has disabilities and we can barely feed the ones we have. It is selfish to want more children. But I feel incomplete. My husband even had a vasectomy because I couldn't bring myself to commit sugically to no more children.

I want to adopt but I know any logical person wouldn't give us more children right now. I know my life is to have the means to care for as many children as are sent our way.

I'm on pause waiting for the rest of our children.

CrissyO CrissyO
Jun 24, 2008