I'm A Newlywed That Eats Dinner With My Dogs...

I'm a newlywed.  i've been married 4 months (April 10, 2010) and i've spent every 10th of the month alone.  My husband works full time and goes to the Sheriffs Academy after work most days of the week.  I work a normal job... Monday-Friday from 8:30am to 4:30pm.  The only chance I get to see him is when he gets home from the Academy, usually around 12am, but I'm already sleeping; and Saturdays&Sundays after 6pm.  =I  I've never once complained to him about how lonely I get because that's the most selfish thing I can do.  He's working on getting his career started and my job is to support him mentally b/c of the stressful situation we're in.  I have many friends and family that care about me, but this is something nobody can help me with.  

We've been together for 5 1/2 years total, and engaged a year and a half before we got married.  I planned the Wedding myself, met the vendors myself, cake-tasted myself, picked the venue, the food, the setting...... did everything myself.  He was there to try on the suit (without me because of our schedule) and to say "i do".  

The only thing that helps is if I cry... pray for a better life, hope for a better future....


.... That's the only thing I can really do.... 
Maytember Maytember
26-30, F
1 Response Aug 12, 2010

take a vacation with him no matter what it takes.. his career is a small thing comparedd to both ur happinesses