I Admit That I'm Scared
In my dream there was a glass jar, in the shape and size of a cat. Curious, my cat went to peer and sniff inside and around it. Then she poured herself into it. Filling in every detail of the jar with her body, it fit her perfectly. I thought, "How interesting, she looks exactly the same and she is totally protected. She can not be hurt, in fact she can't be touched." Autonomy and flexibility are important when you are a cat, so she soon tired of conforming to the jar and struggled to find a way out of the jar. She got a little panicked and that helped to free her.
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I too have crawled inside of a place of protection. A place that would make it more difficult to be harmed. Autonomy and progress are so important to me, I have stayed in this position for too long. The challenge of changing position is becoming vulnerable, in my case, the costs are extremely high to become vulnerable. There is a speed to my circulation, a quickening of my pulse and I am ready.
