My Self-discovery - Thought 1: Troughs And Peaks

My life has been a series of troughs and peaks.

While on a peak, I am given revelation after revelation, and am soaring high. I discover things about this life I was given. Revelation feeds my spirit, and everything physical manifested, is just success. I am more than a conqueror. I am confident, strong willed, and persistent. This can last for 2-3 months at the most at any one time.

Then, I come crashing down. I hit a low, and feel so totally and utterly hopeless. Everyday is a struggle. Worry and anxiety overwhelm me, and I find myself turning to destructive habits to put some kind of meaning to my life.

I have been in this trough for the last 7 months. Am now feeling that, it's about bloody time to get out of this God-forsaken pit!
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3 Responses Dec 10, 2012

Surely this would mean the next 'peak' will be really big too?

Hey there...quite the post.

Hmmm, we all go through those, if it weren't for the downs we couldn't appreciate the ups

If I hadn't been in a trough you would not have posted on my story and I would not have you as a friend

Your starting to bring things out of me ;)

No, never , In fact I'm thinking I'd like to be the water from your tub spout;)

Yes didn't mean to go there

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