My Breastmilk - Source Of Joy For My Family
I am a 35 year old Indian Mother of a 14 year old son. Due to active encouragement of my husband , I still breastfeed my son. We share an intimate hour after he returns from the school. He shares all that has happened in the school that day while suckling my breasts. This has led to a very strong bonding between us. Even though I am breastfeeding for the past fourteen years without a break, my 38D breasts has not sagged a bit , neither do I have any excess fat on my body. I still have full breasts every 8 hrs or so, and both my husband and my son take turns in emptying my breasts. If my husband is not on official tour, the night feed is reserved for him and this invariably leads to satisfying lovemaking, and all morning and afternoon feed is reserved for my son. When his Papa is not in town, my son has a feast with all the three feeds going his way. Feeding a teenager do sometime lead to sexual build up in my son, and needs help in ************, and sometimes I have to give in to his demand of breastfeeding him in nude, but till date the final barrier has not been broken. Though the day there is a sexual build-up, it invariably leads to intense lovemaking bteween my husband and I. Off late my husband has started asking me if I could go all the way with my son, which I till date have not considered seriously. However, I feel that my breastmilk is the source of our closeness and joy and would like to hold on to the lactation as long as I can.