Sharing Erotic Memoirs of Nursing My HusbandHello, my name is Polly, I'm 42 and from the UK. I've been very happily married to my husband John for 17 years. John is a GP and I'm wrapping up a Master's Degree. Now for the interesting part. My breasts are 36C, lightly freckled and have been lactating for 16 years. When they are engorged, they are round and heavy, smooth like bowling balls but soft and warm like downy pillows. My nipples are brownish-pink and turn a shade darker when I'm feeding or leaking. When I walk without a bra my breasts shudder with the beat of each step. If I was to bend on all-fours they would form the perfect cone-shape, pointing to the floor with a swollen nipple, ripe and ready to be sucked.
John and I have enjoyed a beautiful sub/dom ANR for 16 years and intend to continue for as long as we can. It began with the birth of our first child and became the central focus of our relationship. It has strengthed our emotional bond and brought us closer together physically, sexually and spiritually. We were very excited when we found an ANR website about 4 years ago. It was great to know that other people enjoy adult breast-feeding as much as we do. What I'm hoping to do on this site is share some of my most erotic ANR experiences with anyone who might be interested in reading my stories and memories, I enjoy writing prose and would love to write for an audience who is willing to appreciate the honesty and tastefulness of an ANR in written form. My writing will have an erotic, tantilising edge but will not be explicitly pornographic.
John and I have a voluntary dominant-submissive approach to our ANR. It makes feeding times so much more exciting, though it's not always entirely sexual. Our sub-dom approach is a voluntary and informed choice for both of us. No-one forces anyone into a role they're not comfortable with. John takes the dominant lead and makes all the decisions about my breasts, my nipples and my milk. He chooses my nursing underwear, decides when I'm allowed to wear it and when feeding times should take place. I have adopted a submissive role and enjoy obeying his rules, following his decisions and doing as I'm instructed. It excites me that John is taking control of my lactation and I enjoy the titilising humiliation and pleasure-pain balance it brings. If John decides he wants to nurse at 4am, I wake and submit without question or complaint, offering up my milk for his pleasure. If he decides he wants to nurse in a discreet section of a motorway service station care park, I put a blanket over his head and submit. If he decides he wants to suck on one boob while firmly using a hand-pump on the other, I submit, even though he knows it will hurt me enough to cause me excitement and pleasure. Our sub-dom ANR is exciting and it really works for both of us.
There are particular aspects of submission that I really enjoy. I'm excited to submit when John begins unbuttoning my shirt and un-hooking my nursing bra. I have no choice but to offer my nipples and allow him to help himself to my milk. I enjoy it when he summons me to him so that he can fondle and massage my breasts gently or painfully firmly, knowing that I'd be crossing a line if I refused. I love it when he takes me shopping for a specific type of baby-blue linen shirt because it turns a darker shade of blue when I leak. I like how the cashier knows nothing about the reason for the purchase because my milk is our secret. On Sunday mornings, he refuses to allow me to wear a bra and makes me wear a blue linen shirt as I cook his breakfast. I feel deliciously humiliated and exposed as I bend, lean, stretch and reach while cooking and the blue shirt betrays my heavy, ripe boobs by exposing wet patches through the fabric. John reads the Sunday newspapers and periodically glances up to check the ever-increasing wetness on my shirt, the patches of darkness around my nipples that make me burn with excitable humiliation. I love it when he eventually summons me to him and gently presses a breast pad to both nipples, putting an end to my exposure and feigned embarrassment. I'm aroused when he attaches manual pumps to my breasts and controls how firmly they tug and suck at my nipples to the point where I shiver with pleasure and pain but never complain. He uses his dominant approach to cause mild pain and humiliation and he does it because I love it and want to feed him more of my milk the more dominated I feel by his mock-control.
Despite our sub-dom tendancies, John treats me with absolute respect and highly values our ANR. I nurse him 3 or 4 times a day and he has total respect for me, my breasts and my milk when he's in the act of feeding. He chooses practical and comfortable nursing bras which give me comfort and him quick access to my swolllen nipples.
About a year ago John decided he wanted me to share my milk with other people because he wanted to watch me nurse another man. As usual, he used his dominance to advertise my breasts on an ANR site similar to this one. He was astonished by the amount of interest he recieved from similarly hungry men in need of a ripe feed. He vetted them for suitability and to make absolutely sure that they had no sexual motives for wanting to suck on my boobs. Eventually he chose 2 men in the local area whom he agreed to allow a suckle at my nipples in exchange for the men allowing John to watch. I now feed two men regularly and my relationship with them is strictly ANR, there are no sexual elements to it at all and John is always present in the room during feeds. One of the men is dearly gentle and suckles courteously on my nipple for the agreed time of 30 minutes. The other is a little more adventurous and sucks decidedly harder. I have fed John and one of the men at the same time before and hugely enjoyed the sensations of two hungry men sucking on my nipples with varying degrees of speed and strength. I have also fed one of the men while John pumps hard at my other nipple, again creating two very different and powerful sensations which I enjoyed enormously and even asked if the man and the pump could swap nipples. Currently John is not looking for any more ANR offers for my breasts as he feels that 2 is enough. What I’d like to achieve here is to share my breasts in a different way by writing erotic memoirs of my ANRs with 3 men for readers who would appreciate the literature.
Who’s interested? I’m happy to post here if people would like to read more about my experiences. Perhaps someone might like me to re-count a specific ANR memory that I could describe in a tiltilating manner. If anyone has a question they would like me to respond to privately, just drop me a message on my profile.