Wanting To Lactate And Feed

I have always been breast driven even when I was a little girl. A woman's breast to me is beautiful. The only reason I ever wanted to have children was to be able to breast feed, and I used to take my bears and dolls and pretend I was feeding them. I have been reading a lot about ABF and I have started massaging and using the Marmet technique trying to stimulate milk production. Would love if I had someone to "bond" with in the experience so I could learn if I am doing it right, wrong, or anything in between. Would also like to find someone to feed if I do start lactating....or to just pretend. I'm in south Florida, USA