An Old Friend.On my 5th anniversary to my husband I was at a ski resort I used to work at. An old friend came up to me whom I hadn't seen in nearly 7 years. He was thin and ill looking. I learned that he had recently gone through a bitter divorce. He told us his story and at the end of the night we exchanged phone numbers only with the intent of skiing with each other the next day. A year later, I contacted him regarding a possible job. That text changed my life.
He and I ended up meeting at a local bar just to catch up. This meeting ended up happening about once a week. He lived about 40 miles from me so when I finally made my way to the town he lived in I sent him a text. He invited me over to watch a move. My husband, meanwhile, was working a few states away as usual. One thing to understand about my husband, he has spent much of our married life working out of town or working overtime. His first love is money and, of course, that is also to blame for the mistakes I am about to make...
I went to my friend's house to watch a movie. On this particular day, the sexual tension was definitely there but I was able to defeat the temptation. Much to his obvious dismay, I left his house after the movie. It just didn't feel right to let anything happen. 2 weeks later that would change.
I met him at the bar that we usually met at close to my home. We drank and talked well into the night. At some point I told him he was too drunk to drive home so he must stay at my house. Well he of course didn't oppose to the idea. Once we got there we just kind of sat on the couch awkwardly. Eventually he looked at me and asked me what I wanted. I told him I wanted his hands and mouth all over me. That was the defining moment in my life. That was the moment that I went from being a faithful loving wife to a wild, sexual being. He leaned over on top of me and kissed me, then proceeded to ask me if I was sure I wanted to do this. At that point there was no doubt in my mind. He took my clothes off and had his way with me. It was the absolute best sex I had ever had.
Now, It has been well over a year and my friend and I are still seeing each other about twice a month. There are feelings there outside of just sexual pleasure but both of us know we will never act on them. It would just cause too much chaos. What we have for the moment, though, is the perfect adulterous affair. My husband works out of stat for 5 weeks on 1 week off. I have the house to myself and now live in the same town, only 10 minutes away, from my lover. We have amazing sexual chemistry.
I am well aware that this isn't going to go on forever. At some point I am going to have to put a stop to it but I dread that day so much. I definitely feel sad for my husband but I honestly feel he has brought it partially upon himself. He has always put work and money first over family and now it is catching up to him. I do love him but not in the way I love my lover. It is more than just sex with him. It is passion, attraction, spontaneous sex and a whole lot of common interests. He just seems to complete me in a way my husband never can.
It feels so weird to write all of this down but it also feels good. I've kept this bottled up for a long time now and hopefully I have found a place I can share my experiences with.