Raped At 2

My cousin was always telling my parents he can babysit and he can help with this and that. Eventually he was there when they needed a sitter. He would bathe me and perform oral sex on me. And when I was about 3 he penetrated me. I dont remember what happened, but I remember after, every time he would sit, he would be all over me.
Now I am 30 and still have flash backs, I get angry I have difficulty with my connections.
How to heal?
An Ep User An EP User
1 Response Jan 10, 2013

Wow that it's just not right where us this person at today and did you ever confront them about this