I Hate It

I have always worried about what people think of me..ever since I was a kid. I was picked on to an extent for my weight..though I wasn't THAT big back then. If my hair wasn't right, if I didn't have the right clothes, etc. I worried about what others were thinking of me. I was hoping that I would have outgrown that by now..but haven't totally. I'm not as bad as I used to be..but I still worry about what others are thinking...especially about my weight. My 25th high school reunion is next weekend and I'm freaking out. I should have lost A LOT more weight before then, but no..I have like no willpower..so going to have to go being this big. I'm worried about whatever one will think of me..I'm pretty sure I'll be the biggest on there. I wish I had more self confidence..but I don't.
RubyLane RubyLane
46-50, F
1 Response Jun 6, 2012

Think less about yourself and feel how beautiful people feel you are.