I Turn My Thoughts In To Songs...

I've suffered with depression all my life and I'm still pretty deeply in it. The last time I tried to commit suicide was nearly 4 years ago but up to then I lived a very destructive life and tried killing myself several times and had some close calls. Although my behavior is now 100% better, my thoughts are still pretty much the same. I made a promise to my parents whilst in hospital to live for them so now I try and deal with my thoughts by putting them in to songs, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

It would make me feel like there's been a reason for all the pain if one day my songs helped someone else. Here's one I did a while a go called Destructiveness:   http://apps.facebook.com/ilike/artist/Kelly+Mueller/track/Destructiveness 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

kjdreamer kjdreamer
22-25, F
Feb 20, 2010