Alone And Depressed....just Need Someone To Talk To


I am really struggling at the moment, mainly due to the fact that my best friend doesnt want to be friends anymore and hasnt really given me a proper reason why. We have been best friends for a long time and before we became friends i never really had someone that close who i could talk to about anything. My boyfriend and her dont get along and i think this is probably the reason why she doesnt want to be friends anymore. She has being really cold about the whole thing, especially since she knows im going through alot in my life right now. I seem to end up crying every night and even though i hide if from people, its starting to take over my life. Im 8 weeks pregnant and although im happy, im terribly worried about my parents reaction even though i am 22 years old. My boyfriend doesnt seem to understand how upset i am about loosing my friend and i feel so alone. I feel like i dont have anyone to talk to about my pregnancy and other private things in my life. Sorry if i have been waffling on

frankielouis frankielouis
22-25, F
3 Responses Oct 3, 2012

I know what you're feeling. I had the same thing with my two best friends... They just ended up ganging up on me and stabbing me in the back of the heart. It feels just like a heartbreak, but somehow deeper because of all the experiences you've had.

Alone is the worst feeling in the world and their can be people every where and still the feeling of all alone is all you may feel. Been there and I feel it in you now more friends are coming just stay open to them. Open A small space for them to fit into when the show up Take good care of yourself:-)

Loosing friends is one of the most painful experiences a person can go through emotionally.. It really is! I feel your pain:(!
I know this a pretty crappy response, I'm sorry I can't say more!
Congratulations on your pregnancy !