I Wish I Felt Otherwise

This is my struggle, my never ending battle. It takes hold of who I am, what I am willing to do and how I behave. When a positive comment has no such effect, I am left too consumed with nitpicking at every single flaw. It's the uneasiness of knowing that no one has the power to make me feel "beautiful" only I have such ability, yet I can't come to do so. It's killing me to know that I always feel ugly...
CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
22-25
2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

thanks losertopia..it's hard to deal with, but we have to come to value ourselves somehow..I just wish the process was easier, you know?

I feel the same way. i am a little younger than you, but I'm pretty sure it's the same with all teenage girls. I look at the pictures of models in magazines and think that I'm fat when I know that I'm really not. I"m always pointing out every flaw on my body & only make myself feel worse. So, you're not the only one.