Outside InI know beauty comes from within. I know that on the outside we are all just flesh and bones arranged in different ways. I know that there is beauty in everything.
I know I am a great person. I have lots of good things to offer people. Then why can't I look in a mirror without seeing hideous. My years of abuse just keep on keeping me down. He made sure I felt less. So I am less. He made sure that I knew I was nothing so I am nothing.
I am now in a relationship with a man who loves me. He say's I am his everything.
Why then does it matter so much how I feel on the outside.
I just want to be someone's beauty. I just want to feel beautiful to someone.
flodials 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 May 15, 2012