Scattered Thoughts From the Rejected Brunette

i hated to be around a lot of my friends growing up....most of them were like barbies....i had brown hair with pale skin that burned....i was the scrawny one....now i'm the fat one....my dad always told me when i started to gain weight at 14 1/2 that i would be pretty if i lost the weight....and then my brother started with the weight jokes....that made me feel even more ugly....i'm in my mid-twenties and i have never had a boyfriend or been on a date....and all of my friends are getting married and having babies....i just want to say go shove it....and then there are the guys that think they can get you into bed because they think you should feel honored that they want you...i've had bad experiences with guys like that...which has made my issues even worse....and the guys that you crush on that talk to you about girls that they want and then get into the tmi moments...
rejectedbrunette rejectedbrunette
22-25, F
2 Responses Jun 4, 2007

rejectedbrunette i know exactly what you mean. I myself sometimes feel like the ugliest person in the world. But its not always whats on the outside that matters, someone can be georgeous physically but have extremely dull personalities. Ive met a ton of girls that look like they came straight from heaven but when you talk with them they are so bland and just boring to be around you want to get away fast. So you shouldnt focus on whats on the outside but whats on the inside, be unique. Its what singles you out from the rest of those beauties and puts you before them. And those guys who want you just because you should be honored, forget them. never put yourself into a position where they can take advantage of you, you control your emotions and thoughts, not them. So i hope i helped and i hope you are doing alright now!

why is it that tre're peolpe like that & is't that they don't try to look themselves first before doing such thing?I know that u're a good person & by that means U're much better than them.Who knows one of this day the right guy whole truly love u will come.It's not always teh physical apperance that matter when it comes to love but what matter most is that what u feel.Take care!!!