i hate the fact that my appearance and feeling ugly is always in my head. it's always my number one worry. and it's a constant worry. it never goes away.
But lately i haven't been wearing my make-up. my boyfriend of almost 2 months came over a lot while my parents were away and i thought it would be stupid if i had a face full of make-up. So i wore none. I feel so good about it. It took me like 2 months before i started taking off my make-up before bed with my ex. It feels good not to worry about what he might think when he sees what i 'really' look like, without all the makeup. Now i know he likes me how i really look.