Always....

I always feel ugly. Everyday. I feel ugly. Its very rare that I feel even average. I always feel ugly, and always feel fat. It sucks, but its how I feel. I have very bad self esteem. I feel very bad about myself. When I look in the mirror all I see is uglyness, and fatness. I hate it more than anything. I hate my body, and hate what I look like. I just hate it more than anything.....