No Good Explanation

I had loving parents, didn't have a distant dad, am pretty and confident.  But I tend to go after guys who are not available, either because they live in another country or they report to me that they have a long-distant, long-term girlfriend.  In either case, they're just not available but nonetheless, I pursue them.  The relationship always ends up with me hurt and lonely.  Why am I so attracted to these guys?  Is it the hunt or the challenge that I'm after? 

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46-50, F
Oct 11, 2009