This Feeling Really Sucks.

Its a good thing u noticed this at all. Your inner little alert when off bc u are right. Dont ever ignore your instincts. Playing dumb is good. I mix it up. Now what u do is start paying attention to your surroundings. Become familiar with the normal faces, vehicles etc that is in your neighborhood. Particularly in the closest block or two away all around your house. Next, when u drive. If u take the same way to school or wherever, make note of times& watch for vehicles u see on a regular basis. After this as u drive, start mixing it up. Pay attention. Watch the side streets, behind u, even ahead. U will see them if they are there watching you.

usually when someone is behind you like that and your car wont start its a electromagnetic weapon that kills your cars alternator and battery. ive had that soooo many times. also they will frame you for cc fraud do not let a cashier use a store card on your transaction that is not yours! i would just move now b4 you lose sight of a positive way of thinking. thats usually the first thing they do but the tactics evolve. no one ever tells you what you need to do to make this part of society lay off its like talking to the deaf and dumb and blind. they thourouly enjoy their criminal activity. but if you actually break a law it all gets worse. so dont go by example.

You are totally over-thinking the situation. There are so many reasons why that car pulled up behind you and just sat there. The person could be doing drugs, writing a text message, drawing a castle, etc etc. There is no way for you to find out what he was doing now. What you do know is that he or anyone else is not out to kill you because you are still alive. You cannot let random occurrences like this worry and consume you. life is full of things that seem suspect but are only that way because of the way you choose to view them. For some people, guns gives them the idea of something dangerous, death, scary, etc. But people who are gun enthusiasts would look at the same gun in a WHOLE different perspective. They would view the gun as a hobby, tool, sport, etc. You see how the gun has stayed the same but the perceptions of the people viewing them is what is different. You have to go about your day with an ongoing filter of thoughts. Reject all thoughts except for ones that serve you good purpose. If you come to a thought of paranoia, dont try to deconstruct and figure it out but instead CLEAR it from your mind. Push it out any and every way you can. Soon enough your mind will learn the program and do it without you knowing.