Yes....I never feel I am good enough for my mother. I feel like she has all these expectations and ideals for me such as thinking I should be on the way to settling down, possibly thinking about kids and in a teaching job. I have started to feel angry at her as she should love and accept me unconditionally, not mould me into something that she wants.
I am clearly not good enough for friends as they easily leave me behind and I have said it many times in my stories, but I consequently have no faith left in my ability as a friend.
I work in daycare but have a degree and am sometimes ashamed at how little I earn and how despite having a degree, my job isn't exactly degree level.
I never feel attractive enough or worthy enough. It makes me really sad.
deleted 26-30 1 Response 1 Jun 15, 2011