Ever since elementary school. I've always been the odd one out. It was like no one wanted to be my friend and they just wanted me for my smarts. As the years progressed I'd assumed that I would get that kind of sense of belonging but I still haven't. Highschool isn't that bad since I have a few friends I can count on but even with those friends I feel left out somehow. And maybe it's my fault for befriending semi popular people who run in different circles who are way more social and prettier with 500 Instagram followers. I just wanna belong... is that too much to ask for??? Sometimes I feel that I'm not pretty enough or thin enough but I'm not even asking to be popular..... I'm just asking for friends.... and support.
Xoxolife Xoxolife
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 23, 2014

jesus makes us attractive and wonderful to others. he is your friend and savior talk to him.

story of my life, that is *sends a fistbump and hugs*