Ib Or Ob?

Inner beauty or outer beauty?  Both are what I desire, both are what I'm sorely missing.

I'm trying to unlearn how I view myself but after 30+ years it's damn hard to rebuff what I see in the mirror every day and the more I find out about myself, the inner me, the more I'm seeing that I'm just as ugly on the inside too.

It's a bad day today.

bucklevitch bucklevitch
36-40, F
4 Responses Feb 18, 2010

its not gotten any better, my is fella totally fed up with me and i dont know where to go now. i cant talk to him anymore.

hang in there.. every day won't feel this way.

Yes I will shout, gladly. It is not what you have, it is how you present yourself. They say beauty is only skin deep, but a little make-up and dress-up make a difference between attention and loneliness.

Beleave me your outter beauty is perfect, please don't change it. Your smile is radiant against anyone else. And of course your body is great, the perfect show of a woman. I figure that you can handle the inner beauty, simply by identifying what you say will move mountains. Just show up at any formal function, with a smile in your face, and watch guys pullling to meet you.