You Would Think I Would Learn

After so many disappointments, you would think I would have learned my lesson by now...but no. I come to terms with the fact that it isn't going to happen, I start to feel better, then the opportunity presents itself. Instead of saying to myself, "you know it's not going to happen", I get excited, I start looking forward to it, I convince myself that this time will be different...

But it isn't...I'm left with the disappointment, the let down feeling, the pain and the tears. Why can't I just get over this hurdle?????

purpleriz purpleriz
51-55, F
Mar 14, 2009