I Wonder Why.

abouy the time i think i`ve gotten things headed in the right direction,blam!something always happens.and its useually the same thing.some great catasturphie with my brothers.i really shouldn`t plan to far ahead.sometimes i think they get jealous when i get things moving in the right direction.although one is severly mentally ill.which always complicates things.i have a hard time getting through to either one of them.it makes me extremly sad to see them through their life away for nothing.and whats worse is seeing what it does to my mom and dad.

ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
36-40
Mar 23, 2009