Real Or Not Real

I have sooo many celeb crushes and infatuations with fictional characters but I often don't have any real crushes I think it's because I'm afraid of my feelings being more than a crush. I'm also afraid of rejection at least if they're far away I won't hope for whatever it is to be more and end up getting hurt. I also try to stop myself from liking people to save myself from these feelings too afraid of feeling more and unrequited feelings. Despite all that I often have fan girl moments when I pass by cute guys but I never feel that way w/ people I actually know no matter how hot or good looking they are...
keightnixy keightnixy
18-21, F
Aug 20, 2012