I Fxxx Things Up Also....

I fxxx up things also beause I have been hurt so muh and emotionally destroyed be others comments and actions that when someone gets close to me or I find someone that I like or love then it ultamatly gets fxxxed up.....

self dectructive crap happens...I prod at itand prod at it and test it to see the limits and end up pushing it away as a defensive mechanism so that I dont get hurt or whatever the case might be.

I also am very sensitive as a result of the things that I have been through in my life.

buttercups1966 buttercups1966
41-45, F
1 Response Feb 21, 2009

Sometimes it takes a while to get over the hurts that others have caused. Sometimes we have to just let it go so we can go on with life and not allow the hurt to hold us back from future happiness.