It's True........i Do

~ I give, & give until I get so tired & depressed. No one (but momma) has ever put my needs, wants, feelings first. Not even a little bit. It hurts that I can't seem to find a way out of the cycle. I just keep giving. If someone stops paying attention, then I give more thinking I'm just not doing "enough". Makes me sick.................... But a friend of mine is trying to help me not do that anymore.... What I haven't told him yet though, is that in a lot of ways I'm still a kid.............If momma doesn't want me to do something, I tend not to do it. I just don't want to argue with her or make her disappointed in me. Yeah, I'm 5!!! GGGgggggRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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Mar 18, 2009