Tonight I just feel like crying. I know why and I hat the reason for it. It's not me to cry over things. I just hate to feel like this and want the feeling to go away. The burning in my eye's and the tightness in my chest. Its all there and I'm fighting it. TO keep the tears from falling. I don't want them to fall. Its not worth it. I just want the feeling to go away and for me to be okay again..