True Friendship Broken Foreveri had a very very good and loving friend who was very caring and i met him by mistake on fb,site where you just cant afford to trust anyone.he was the first person who was the closest to me before him i never had a freind who would talk to me so closely like him..i felt i wa wanted in this lost world, i felt someone atlst misses me,cares for me.we used to tease each other,have fun.i had always wanted to have someone like him/her.he was a blessing to me and would get worried if i wols get depressed,and would try means to make me well.i had never thought a world without him or never had i imagined.he told me that i was his very precious freind and that i was a nice person,sincere.
untill once when a problem occurred on fb that a guy tried to befreind me as one of my freind's profile,and that i had also exchanged no.s with him.but i came to know that too late that he was cheating on me!i told this to my loving frend. i got really upset so he was tring to calm me down and told me to take a promise that i will never accept any more freind requests on fb,to which i promised.but after some days,another guy from my own place send me a freind request.he knew another of my close frend.so i asked this close friend about this new guy who sent me a frnd request,she replied that he is a gud guy and not like other flurtish guys,so i accepted his freind request.when i told this to my loving frn he really got pissed with me that i accepted him and broke his promise.soon after that, he said,'i never knew you were like this,i dont want to be your frnd anymore,and said that he hates me!....i felt so bad that i feel like committing suicide now because he is no longer my freind and will never be... i know.. am feeling so guilty now....i want to end my life now,when i told him this he said that he doesnot care,and is not repling to my messages also....i was emotionally very much attached top him...i never knew it could reach so far,and i had forgotten my promise to him also.i really miss him alottttttt...now i dont feel like living anymore...he was my inspiration souught of! but now its all over...some one plzzzzzz me!!!!!!!! I WANT TO DIE AND I AM SERIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!
honeyswizgal 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 May 10, 2012