I Always Think About You

Not a Day Goes By

By: orchid6

Written on September 9th, 2008

You are with me everyday. There isn't a day that doesn't go by that I don't conjure your face, or voice. My drive to work you are sitting by me, and when I go home you are there; listening to me and our music. My hands ache to touch you; to place my palm against your cheek and smile into your eyes. I long to feel your warmth and hear your whispers in my ear; tender words at first then passionate with release. I see your proud brow and your rugged chin and I break into pieces for the chance to lay my kisses on them. You are my sensual shadow that lays next to me during the night when silent tears slide down my face.

I wish with all my heart and soul, and with every breath I take that I could kiss you one last time. Most of all I wish I could tell you how much I love you and how I always will.

By: orchid6

Age: 36-40 , Female

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14 responses

orchid6

He is gone Sunny. He didn't die, but it feels so very painful sometimes.

Oct 8, 2008
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Sunnysideout

Orchid your written piece has just taken my breath away too. Like the previous comment I wonder if he has passed away and in a way I hope so. I would hate to think that he who had such love bestowed upon him deliberately walked away. You strike me as a very beautiful person deserving of kindness and nurture. You'll be in my thoughts for the rest of the day.

Oct 8, 2008
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orchid6

Strange as it seems I have never wished that I had never knew him.

For me it is true....Better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all.

Still is painful though.

Sep 15, 2008
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WhiteEagle

I can relate to that wow

Sep 15, 2008
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orchid6

No, he just passed out of my life.

Sep 15, 2008
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WhiteEagle

Did he pass away? My heart aches with yours

Sep 15, 2008
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celerystalk3000

Orchid, there is something that tells me he knows how you feel, and your feelings are reciprocated ten fold.

Sep 10, 2008
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orchid6

I wonder sometimes scarlet. There are days when my heart and soul ache. I guess it will only take time, and I seem to have that.

Sep 9, 2008
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scarlet54

I understand that, Orchid. It takes time. Particularly when you have a strong bond with someone. I found that I clung harder to his ghost as I was transitioning from another relationship. I had to let them both go at once. There were days that were simply overwhelming.

Letting them go takes strength and courage. You strike me as having both qualities.

Sep 9, 2008
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orchid6

Thank you scarlet. I can't let go just yet. His memory is to potent and my feelings for him are still to strong. Maybe in time but not just yet.

Sep 9, 2008
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scarlet54

What a bittersweet, beautiful story. I have been in this position before. His ghost was quite haunting. Once I learned that I was chasing his ghost, I surrendered and let him go. I hope that you find peace.

Sep 9, 2008
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orchid6

Bob I would give anything to touch him one more time. I never knew that loving another person and letting them go could change me so much.

Sep 9, 2008
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orchid6

Thanks Goldie. I think about him all the time.

Sep 9, 2008
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GoldieMtZion

That's beautiful...and sad. Wonderful writing, Orchid.

Sep 9, 2008
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