I Am a Negative Person
I have no clue why everything, I mean everything I think about has to be negative. It is always something like I think it might be because my life has been so hard, but for example I know for a fact my husband is not cheating on me but a voice in the back of my head is saying your letting your guard down. I could also be just sitting around and day dreaming and just be thinking about my mothers health isn't good its not going to be long and she is going to die and there is nothing I can do about it. This isn't all its about everything like when I was pregnant I just knew even though I was doing everything right I just knew I was going to have a miss carriage(I had a very healthy little girl) I don't mean to think like this I just do. I also hate to walk in a room full of people because I just know they are all talking bad about me. I wished some one could tell me am I crazy have I completely lost my mind?