I Don't Know

what place to call my home.  I live far away from the home I grew up in, where my family still goes on without me! I call them and they are always doing something together and I miss them more than ever.  I am not sure if that is where home is, because my heart is torn between where I now live and go to school, where I am becoming the better version of myself, and my home.  I often feel that home is with my family, who I love so dearly, but I also think that it is in my art, as I sing.  I sometimes wonder if my true home could be in the music itself.  Does that make since?

mgnwilhelm mgnwilhelm
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 21, 2010

HELLO I AM FROM NEW ZEALAND AND JUST LOGGED ON OH HUNNY MY HEART SUNK FOR YOU.<br />
I HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH BUT I HAVE A 12 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER THAT SHARES THE SAME EXPERIENCE IM NOT COMPARING YOU OR ANYTHING BUT SHE RINGS HOME AND PRETTY MUCH FEELS THE SAME WAY YOU DO SHE CAN SING AND I TELL YOU WHEN SHE STAYS WITH ME DURING THE HOLIDAYS JUST HEARING HER VOICE AND THE EMPHISIS IN THE LYRICS SHE SINGS TOUCHES EVERY VIBRATION IN MY HEART I AM AT THIS POINT WAITING FOR MY DAUGHTER TO COME BACK TO ME I LEFT HER WITH HER FATHER WHEN SHE WAS 2 YEARS OLD.<br />
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SWEETHEART YOU MAKE ALOT OF SENSE OK DONT JUDGE YOURSELF THINKING THAT YOUR THE ONLY ONE OUT THERE YOUVE MADE MY DAY IN KNOWING THAT MY DAUGHTERS NOT THE ONONLY ONE OUT THERE HAVING THIS SAD MOMENT I KNOW THOUGH THAT SHELL BE HOME WITH ME SOON I CAN FEEL IT. I WISH ALL THE GOOD CHANGES OF WHAT YOU YEARN FOR TO HAPPEN FOR YOU