Insanity Does't Have to Be Bad
Through the years, I have determined that I can sometimes benefit from being a schizophrenic. It is drug-induced and only happens in difficult dispositions. Anyway, I can use it to my advantage. I do not take medication, so I just deal with it. When the episodes finally end, I conclude that I allow too many people to use my insanity as a cop out or an excuse to run me over. I give too much of myself away, making me an easy target. I am not one of those that always feels the victim. I am always the first to second guess myself. The paranoia actually allows me to focus on the underlying details that I would usually ignore.