ever since i started believing in god last year i realized many things. i believe god put thoughts in my mind to put me at peace with many things. i learned that i have grown to be HUMBLE with life and obstacles that god throws at me. he tests me all the time. giving me the personality of being humble made me into the happiest person ever. everytime things happen to me, i really dont complain about it for a long time, i may complain for a couple of minutes but then get over it. making myself be humble about everything then taught me to be patient and calm. i learned that i am not jealous about anything anymore. i learned to put my mind at PEACE. i also learned something about my relationship with god. i always tell myself to NEVER pray to him just for PROBLEMS, but to also talk to him as a father, a friend, a lover...or anything you want him to be about anything you have in mind. i always talk to him when im in bed, and a wierd a feeling he gives me is happiness and warmth with a tear drop in the eye in the end of the night. i truely love god, and am a spiritual person when it comes to god.