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ello my name is George I am 15, I have given up slitting and that is far behind me but I still get the urge and thoughts of wanting to do it again I also get thoughts of err committing suicide in different ways or worse killing offers and that can be anyone in anyway, trouble is I enjoy these dreams and thoughts and have wished to do them in real life I didn't usually think like this before I have not slitted yet but have got the urge to do it for no apparent reasons the only reason I can think is because i enjoyed it, it made me feel happy and gave me something to feel happy about, I am happy and I do get depressed every so often mainly once a day but I never show when I am happy, when i was in school 3 teachers asked me on the same day am I alright witch I got annoyed at because I was perfectly happy that day and everything was going alright I have just broken well sort of a phobia of going out I now know no one stares at you all the time when you go out.
Please help all my thanks George