Love, Distance and Disconnection

 I am 25 years old... an alien... with an alien number and all... getting divorced, disconnected... from the one man I've ever loved... and wish I could love forever... I feel lost day in and day out, but I am in a fierce inner battle with the help of Guardian Angels to keep me happy and off the "muddy track"... wasn't for them, maybe I would have lost it... I try everyday to cheer up and is really not that hard, we have so much to be thankful for... my nearest family member is 9 hour flight away, so I feel that I am constantly looking to bond - you guessed it - with the wrong men. I have so much love to give and the willingess to do the best that I can for somebody, with all my heart... still, I can't seem to find the one who will cure me out my loneliness... maybe... because I have to cure it from the inside...
dandi4 dandi4
22-25, F
May 23, 2007