Someday? Or Any Day Now!
After my birthday last year I decided to drop the 'someday' off of the end of my sentences. I want to learn how to ride a motorcycle...someday. I want to get my Masters degree...someday. I want to be involved in a big charity event...someday. I want another tattoo...someday.
As an old deadhead I still have been living some of my life in the past. Still haven't gotten over Jerry's death! But I am starting to realize that there is life left to live. I've gotten tired of waiting for others to help me make things happen. Especially my husband. He is a homebody. He's a wonderful father to our two boys. but sometimes I wonder what he's going to do when they don't need him anymore. I stopped waiting for him to take me out, to do things. I want to do it, I do it now.
I've realized that someday is now. I've taken that word out of my vocabulary. I am doing a major 3 day breast cancer walk in October. I will be getting my new tattoo in April. I will be finished my masters in Dec. As for my motorcycle...any day now!