Got Born By Someone Elses Mistake...

...and will spend the rest of my life paying for it. Wish they used protection, instead of taking it out on me for not using it. They abused me trough out childhood and kicked me out as soon as they could. I ended up with the first guy that took me in. Spent last ten years abused by his family. Now I'm 33, hopeless, sick with cancer and angry with everyone. Wish I had the courage to end it myself instead waiting like a coward for cancer to finish it in a painful way. Wish they used protection.
Godess4Fun Godess4Fun
36-40, F
2 Responses May 18, 2012

so what kind of cancer did affect you?is it ok to talk about it?

Things can't be all that bad are they? I totally understand that your going through a very rough time but things will get better. I really feel bad for you having to deal with your cancer, what are they going to do with it? Surgery? Just please take things one day at a time, you will see things getting better. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm always here for you. I'll send you my phone number if you want. <br />
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Tom

thank you, but I'm so tired of fighting and telling myself things will get better if I only push trough this one too...and they only get worse. I just want to let go now. I need some rest and sleep and peace. I can find none of that on Earth. But thank you, Tom. Very nice of you to offer some help to a complete stranger.