Wao, stripping my self completely, down to the bone, n in tears, honestly, up to 2 1/2 yrs b4 I met my FiancΓ©, never had the remote idea what, there love ones left behind went through, they are as much at a mental war as their soldiers are in a physical one overseasπŸ˜”,
πŸ™I honestly, thank God and can't stretch this enough, thank you to all the members of Experience Project for putting this site together.,πŸ’žπŸ’
I don't know how many of us out there might be feeling how I feel right now, but, I've learn to bring out my emotions, because if I don't, they will suffocate me, it's been 7 days, my heart beeps are starting to slow down, I hate washing the news, don't get me wrong, I love Jesus, but we don't know the Future only God knows' what's best for us, I still worry, I fight this constantly, it's just so hard, in the War Zone where he's at.,
😰he's supposed to be coming home soon, but we don't know when yet, this waiting, this silence, it's horrible, I have my moments, where I burst into tears, this is so hard😱
I don't blame all the woman, out there, girlfriends, fiancΓ© and wives that " not all " but some just can't take it anymore, and through the towel,πŸ‘£
It's tremendously hard, it's not easy, woman and men that stay behind, have to deal with so many things, so many, and at the end of the day when the lights are out and our heads finally hit the pillow, we cry our self to sleep,πŸ˜”
I honestly have to give the GLORY TO GOD, THAT WITH OUT HIM, I WOULD OF BEEN INSANE BY NOWπŸ™
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HONESTLY ALL THE WOMAN AND MEN LEFT BEHIND, SHOULD BE HONORED TOO FOR SACRIFICING IT ALL AND ALSO PUTTING YOUR LIFE ON HOLD, WHILE OUR LOVE ONES ARE SERVING OUR COUNTRY, RISKING THERE LIVES TO MAINTAIN OUR FREEDOMπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
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daisy777angel daisy777angel
56-60, F
Aug 16, 2014