...and I Love It.I am a bad person because people mean nothing to me. I have no attachments to anyone therefore I do not care for anyone. Because I do not care I use and abuse others in order to attain my own selfish desires and I have to say I am quite content with that. Sometimes I play around with the idea of being able to care about someone, but then I realize that every imperfect person has a flaw, and in those flaws you will find disappointment, and once you are disappointed you may feel hurt- now why would anyone want that? So, I maintain my dissociative behavior, its healthy for me, and it feels great. On occasion I will tell people when I meet them the kind of person I am for fun, it seems to increase the reward once I get them to fall into my intricate web of games. If I can manipulate someone to do something that I explicitly explained I was going to manipulate them to do; well that's just skill. Anyone want to play?
PerpetualAmbivalence 22-25, F 18 Responses 3 Mar 7, 2011