Things I Don't Like About Myself Now.....

i am 19 now and these are things i don't like about myself........

i didn't apply myself in high school......
i am an addict.......
i am a hopeless romantic.......
i think i am unattractive......
i always think i am fat......
i have been way strung out and hurt everyone around me......
i hurt my parents many times......
i push away people......
i tend to want to **** things up when things seem ok........
i dropped out of college......
i work a **** job......
i don't know how to be loved......
dragel dragel
22-25, M
7 Responses Apr 2, 2007

You just need to take a 180 degree turn and just start in a different direction. Just let all these things go. They aren't you. They aren't problems. Drop them and start on a new direction. Move one step at a time and you'll be in a new place with a new self.

Hey Man yeah listen to Souwith purpose... I think youre cool too... and you took the first step to identify some things that you are going through... and you know Im 100% sure there is good things try to focus on those... and listen to other people's advice... take risks and love God my friend... He loves you and you will be a stronger person as you overcome or deal with the thigns you dont like... All the Best

If it helps your kool to me

i know how you feel im 16 life is so crapy i quit school cuz i was picked on and my ex bf went around and gave me a bad reputation cuz he is lame and has to brag about crap i fight with my parents im depressed and suicidal it sux all the way around no body is happy these days LIFE JUST SUX !

Why don't you make a list of things you do like about yourself? You're only 19 so you have plenty of time to make amends.

I feel for you, My last boyfriend did a lot of what you are describing. I myself have been through a lot of bad stuff in life. You are who you are, it matters not if everyone likes you. You are the only person that has to live your life. Those you love you will stand by you no matter what, If you are unhappy with who you are, CHANGE. 19 is young you have many years to figure out who you are and who you want to be. Onlly you can decide what becomes of you. I really hope you find your true self and make yourself happy. Take care.

You can take some high school courses and reapply yourself. I don't know if you have that type of long distance program around you but that is what I am doing. In a crappy world like today, a lot of people feel unattractive. The media puts too high of a standard. believe in yourself. If you are unsatisfied with your life then you have to make a new path. If you feel stuck than you will continue to give other people problems. Maybe go back to college. You are only 19, you still have time. If you want a better life you have to work on it an d learn about what you want ahead of time before you work hard for something you don't want. Don't settle for a crap job if you can get better.