Here I Am Folks!

I am a big bbw, you could even say that I was a ssbbw. Those "words" are new to me, I had no idea that big and fat women had their own term on the internet. I found that out early this year when I was dating a bbw-lover. He told me all about his fetish and introduced me to this world.

I've always been fat, ever since I could remember I've been a big girl. I've always had a big appetite and gained weight through eating a lot, but it's also in my genes. My whole family is overweight and that's how it's always been like.
I've usually never liked being fat, still don't like it that much. Mostly because people can be really cruel about my weight, laugh in my face, calling me names and stare at me without remorse. It's also a question of health in my case... but somehow I still love being fat, love to tough my belly and feel the soft skin, because I have really soft skin, almost like silk, specially on my upper-arms (don't know if that's anatomically right but you probably know what I'm talking about).
Right now I'm single and I really miss being in a relationship with a guy that really likes how I'm built, just the way I am. That likes to grab my belly and feel my *** and touch my big chin. I love the feeling that I can be calm and free around a guy, not nervous, my stomach full of butterflies and I feel like I have to hide my fat body and make me as "little" as I can.
My problem is my hometown, or even my country. I live in Iceland of all places where the population is only around 300.000 people, believe it or not. I don't know if I can find a guy around my age here that can give me what I am looking for. But if you are out there and you are reading this, please contact me! Other people can also do that, be my guest. Love to chat with someone that likes me for who I am :)

(reading over my story I found out that it had taken a big turn away from what I was originally going to say but I'm still going to post it)

ingpiss ingpiss
22-25, F
2 Responses Nov 25, 2012

We are out here, I have exclusively had relationships with BBW and SSBBW women in my life. I love to run my hands all over a big beautiful body!

Great story, I'm glad you're ok with the way you look!