I am a monster...yes I am. I must finally admit to this realization....

I am destructive, I am powerful, I am remorseless. I am the terror that will scar you for life. But even so, is it right for you to call me a monster?

I am more than that...

You can call me every name in the book of insults but you cant fathom that I have beauty??... Why?... You can tear down my hope, faith, courage and reduce me down to nothing but you can never give me the satisfaction of being more...more than a monster...

I wish you could awaken from your opinions and hurtful judgment and see me for what I truly am...

I am as beautiful as a wide ocean glistening under the sunlight. I am calm, I am peaceful...I am gentle, loving, thoughtful, I am the woman you married and once so passionately adored. There was a time I was beautiful to you...

Yes! I am a monster but I am beautiful!!!!!!!! I am still beautiful!

Eventually, I must truthfully admit...that one day I will be a monster and only that...but everyone knows only beauty and love can contain such a thing...
You take from me my love and make me loath myself. But I promised myself you will never take my beauty...

I am a BEAUTIFUL monster...
AlluringDarkness AlluringDarkness
22-25, M
Aug 18, 2014