A Jamaican Butch

Am a jamaican butch, that has plenty of relationship with women but never able to find that 1 girl that fits my needs. I am simple and very old school, i enjoy being who i am and am comfortable with my sexuality though some of my family knows but the ones that dont if i should tel them they would not be surprise cos ever since i can remember i av always shown by action i wanted to be a les, i would sexually trouble my cousins or step sis, now av grown am ready to commit to a girl that i can be myself with but where can i find that girl that enjoys romance, pampering, simple things, and jus being herself? Am a butch that is not much of a crowd person but i do socialise, am soft spoken but can be very aggressive if angered, am dominant via sex and love bein in control,am not physically or abusive in any form though if i have to i wil. Am protective when needs be, love is hard to find and so i fear living a life with only loneliness, i sometimes wonder if il ever find that one fem that i can spend my life with, i dont care if she has kids, or cant have kids or how she look, or shape, as long as she as squali of a tru woman with ambition. Am confuse and angered by the thought of not findin true love. It hurts
Jamaicanles Jamaicanles
22-25, F
2 Responses Jan 11, 2013

those two words sounds so weird together

Don't look for it, it will come!

thts true,,, I have decided tht two mnths ago